I have been awake for the past 23 hours.

I'm still deciding whether or not I have regrets.

One of my requirements for myself is that I cannot finish a project until <3(less than three, guys. Not a heart) hours before it is absolutely due. I'm sure Lauren wishes to kill me right now, and Simon would, too, were this like last year's Social Studies far, which I totally badassed. Either that or everybody else just failed. Massively. Either/or.

ANYWAY. I'm going to have to go into hibernation after this is over, 'cause I have done a ridiculous amount of freaking out/crying/angsting this week (Simon: "Everything makes you want to cry." ), thanks to GSA auditions. Today's the day, guys. I'll be riding in with Lauren, Tasha, and Colby, and since Tasha's auditions are 2-3 hours before all the rest of ours', I have a good amount of time to freak out and browse the competition and realize how much I suck after we arrive. This is not necessarily a good thing.

I honestly have no idea how things are going to go right now. I fear that my failure at the concepts of meter and rhythm (I hate that word. I never spell it right. Ever.) are going to totally screw me over... I need to learn; I just... Haven't. I do adjectives. There we go. That's what I could contribute to this program!

I also watched Toy Story 3 for the first time ever a couple of hours ago while I was shirking my responsibilities. I wanted to bawl throughout nearly the entire second half of the movie. BIG BABYYYY OH MY GOODNESS ALL MY TEARS GO OUT TO THAT POOR BABY. And the furnace scene... Oh my God, no. Just no. My mom kept looking over at me and trying to remind me that it's just a cartoon. That doesn't help things. At all. It's such a gloomy movie in places... I was genuinely creeped out/depressed by a good many things within it. Especially Lotso's backstory. I found it rather heartbreaking. It doesn't make it any better that he's a total yandere, just... uwaaa. Everything.

That movie would prevent me from sleeping even if I wasn't a procrastinating mofo,
Andrea! <3

P.S.-- I would say that I'm never going to do this again, but honestly, I think I'll have to in a couple weeks.

P.P.S.-- Simon and I are now on speaking terms again. Pretty friendly speaking terms. Everybody is terrified, myself included.